REFRESHING THE SWEET SIDE OF ME

This poem was written about a year ago, and was posted in our group blog. As I scan the posts in that page, I wonder if this poem is still worth reposting. I do hope you'll enjoy this poem, with all the confused and contradicting thoughts that you can read here. Criticisms are allowed, as long as you say it in a proper way. Toodles! :D

JJA.. 

It’s so absurd, you may not believe it;
But this is so true..
From day one my attention was captured by you.
I know this day will come that you’ll know the truth.
It’s just that I never expected this is too soon.

You never know how excited I am when I was transferred to your team.
It wasn’t a good news for me though, since I know I have to fight the feelings.
Until I sat beside you, and you knew there was nothing else behind the way I look at you..
That moment when I said I’ll never take my eyes off you..

Every time you ask who’s the mysterious guy.
My mind keeps on asking so many why’s.
Why do you have to know?
Why do you even care to ask?
Why are you so interested?
You said it was just natural curiosity..
I assumed something that’s not right..

I never told you that I simply look at you when you’re asleep..
I always wish you won’t wake up and catch me staring at you.
It’s funny that I can watch over you and work on my assignment at the same time..
I guess I never want to miss the opportunity that I can freely look at you.. Look at you that close..

Somebody might call you a frog, but you’ll always be my prince.
I’ll deal with your natural curiosity rather than calling you my paparazzi..
I’m just sad that I deleted my chat history..
‘Cause that’s where I can track my joyous moments with you..

You’re a great TL, everyone knows that..
It’s such an honor to work with you in a short span of time.
Whatever happens in the next days, I’m sure your tips will always be on my mind.
I’m sure I’ll remember you all this time.

Please act like you knew nothing.
Please act like you never read my post.
Never stop smiling.
Don’t feel creepy when I tell you I’ll never take my eyes off you.
I just want to cherish the little moments that I can have with you.
Moments when I’m still here and you’re just there...



Love,
Huntress

My Social Media Love

A day won't be complete without a glimpse of you;
Just a few  minutes of reading a post or two.
Opening the links you have shared for the night;
And the songs that brighten your mood so bright.

Night after night, I feel like a fool for trying;
To glance at your station and see what you're doing.
A simple smile on face satisfies my day;
That presence that takes the stress away.

You're like a well-written Facebook status;
Or a well-versed Twitter post.
And then I'm hooked and linked into you;
Plus all the fun that you brought my world.

Reminiscence, all that is left of me;
All that lingers in my head are your memories.
Your favorite show, your favorite movies;
All the events that causes your bliss.

And now, after a year and a half;
I am left here without you and the spark.
Worse, I've been left out in the dark;
Worst, I was blocked.


Huntress

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Expressing Gratitude

Expressing Gratitude

I’m lost for words; I don’t know what to say;
All I know is the fact that You made my day.
Your words, Your thoughts, Your presence;
Enlightens and enhances my senses.

I’ve been in my darkest times,
And I thought I’ve been left behind.
You’ve shown your power and guidance all the time,
All Your greatness in every thing and dime.

Thanks for the air that I’ve been breathing;
Thanks for the food that gives me energy.
Thanks for everything that I don’t have;
Thanks for the life that I’ll always love. 



Huntress
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Poetry Play

I can’t find a way to come near to you

‘Cause you look so far away.

I can’t find the courage to talk to you

‘Cause I’m speechless when you stay..

I can’t even look into your eyes,

‘Cause you might see the pain I hide.

I can’t tell you how much you mean to me,

‘Cause I’m afraid to see you walk away from me.

It’s been years, for your information

Years of loving from afar without hesitation.

I’ve been here all this time, waiting,

Just a glance my dear, and I’m falling again.


-- a poem that could be found on my new story, Hunting the Blitz.



Love,
Huntress

Despicable

Despicable

By: Ayin Huntress

The darkness spells loneliness,

The shadows portrays emptiness.

While left alone in the dim light,

She’s comforting herself with all her might.

He’s all alone in his new place, trying to be strong,

He needs to be away just to protect his beloved girl.

He made the decision to be this far,

So that she can’t feel his suffering as the day pass by.

She still can’t imagine how he managed to hurt her.

She can’t accept that in this cold room she’ll be a loner.

She thought that he will be her most truthful lover.

She’s aiming for a lifetime together.

He’s terminally ill and he don’t have much courage to let her know,

His body don’t respond to the medicines he brought.

Two months remains in his very short life,

Two months that he wanted her at his side.

She tries to reach him again, she wanted him back.

She called all their friends that can help her with the task.

All of them failed and can’t force him to stay,

He’s finally decided to go on a separate way.

His friends ask him the truth but he can’t tell,

He just drafted a letter that will bid her farewell.

He wants her to learn living all alone,

He has to teach her the hard way though against what he know.

She’s staring at the window, thinking what she has done,

She don’t know how to start living now that he’s gone.

She knows it could be easier and less complicated,

But she don’t know how in the world she has to start.

He’s dying slowly each day,

He’s already at the ICU waiting for his last breath.

His family is always beside him,

And they’re thinking if he wanted her beside him.

She receives the letter and slowly she began to read,

Her man is suffering from an illness he always hid.

She rushed to the hospital but it has been too late,

He’s now a corpse, without a breath to take.

She despised and cursed herself,

She blamed herself for the things she haven’t done,

She said all the things left unsaid.

But still she can’t get him back like the way it was before.

They handed her the note that the guy drafted,

Her tears keep falling as she strongly read.

His eternal love was put into the sweet words and message,

That she will treasure in the next days of her existence.

She will never love a guy like the way she loved him,

She can’t find somebody as thoughtful as him.

She’ll be strong not just because he said so,

She’ll be courageous for their son to be born on the future.

Their kid could be born without a father,

But she assured that she’ll tell good stories to the little.

She’ll use the name of her beloved partner,

So she can still feel her presence though he’s invisible.

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To My Beloved

 To My Beloved

By: Ayin Huntress

I know you’re not expecting this post,

Like the essays that you’ve read at most.

Still I have the urge to share a craft for you,

For I know how please you are to read my work.

The first time I saw you, I can still remember,

You’re someone I can’t imagine to be mine.

I haven’t seen you and after a year,

Your presence has been what I am longing.

Never expected that you’ll come and fetch me at school,

I was thinking that you’re making me like a fool.

Never thought that I can fall for someone like you,

Since my latter has broken my heart into two.

You’ve proven that love still exist after misery,

You showed me the chance of being happy.

You were there when I’m scared and when I fail,

You held my hand to make my day.

To my beloved, as we start a new beginning,

Let this art be a sign of what to happen.

I will the best partner that you can never imagine,

And be the perfect lady ever living.

I know I can never be like your mom,

I can’t cook good meals like her.

Just let me be your wife,

That will serve good food to your heart.

I can never be your college friends,

That allows you get drunk and spill out.

But I can be your loving best friend,

That can drink with you until it is time to sleep.

I can’t be your past lovers,

That can give you all that cuddles.

Just let me be a woman that can entice you,

The one you can share much pleasure.

It has been two years and ten months,

And I know we’re still counting.

There’ll be more years to pass,

And in there we’ll be hanging.

To my beloved, to my hero,

To my special someone, you who serves as an inspiration.

I am for you my dear and to you alone,

Even there are many obstacles that can prove me wrong.

To my beloved,

Let me be your lover forever.

Let me be your partner for all time.

And let me be your lady until my last breath.

To my beloved…

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